For the past 2 years, ive been fucking about with brain drugs and nootropics. Modafinil, brain candy, focus factor, whateverthefuck chaos and pain sells. Ive been around the block. I can safetly say that these things are not for me.
Every time i hop on, a cycle occurs:
- days 1 to 3: I am immortal. Everything is so easy socially and professionally. The holy grail is real and its called X
- days 4 to 7: this is weird. Im getting the same performance without the same high that comes with it. The time where im down feels pretty bad though
- day 7+: i need the same dose to function. Sleep is not always guaranteed. Fun on the weekends is impossible unless i dose up, and even then i find no joy in anything. Kill me.
Ive read plenty of testimonials stating the exact opposite. Good on them man. Its just not something im interested in subsiding on.
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